Since today is January 23rd, according to my original resolutions I should be done rewriting my WIP in order to submit it to the Amazon Breakthrough Novel Award (ABNA) competition. But since I wised up (or depending on how you look at it, sunk to new depths of procrastination) last week, I decided not to rush the rewrite. However, that doesn’t mean I decided not to enter. So I gathered together my pitch, excerpt, and manuscript, and I’m now officially submitted to the 2012 ABNA.
This is the fourth time I’ve entered this novel, and it’s a true testament to my powers of procrastination that the last three times have been with the exact same manuscript. The first year, I didn’t make it past the pitch round, which was like a punch to the gut of my writerly ego; but I didn’t know much about writing query letters back then, which is what the first round (i.e. the pitch round) is all about. And it was probably a blessing I didn’t advance any further, since my manuscript was very rough, and I’d have ended up embarrassed that anyone (not related to me) read it.
By the time the second year rolled around, I’d rewritten my manuscript and learned more about the fine art of pitching. I waited on pins and needle until the first round results were released, and I was so excited when I made it past the pitch round – whoo hoo! So then there was more waiting while the excerpts (first 3000-5000 words of the novel) of the advancing pitches were evaluated. When the list was released, I whooped and screamed and even cried a little to see that my novel was advancing to the quarterfinals. That meant it was time for the scary part – someone from Publishers Weekly
was going to read and review my entire manuscript. Gulp! So I fretted through more agonizing waiting until the day the list of semi-finalists came out. Sadly, I couldn’t find my name on that list, no matter how many times I looked or used Ctrl+F on various spelling of my name ‘just in case.’ I was bummed, although not really surprised because deep down, I knew it wasn’t truly ready.
As the ‘prize’ for being quarterfinalists, we got our manuscript reviews from Publishers Weekly whether we were moving on or not. Since I didn’t advance, I was sure my review was scathing, so I didn’t want to read it when it came, but I put on my big girl panties and read it anyway. Then came more whooping and dancing around the room because it was a great review - one I’d be darn proud to have if it were the real thing. The only negative thing the reviewer said was that my supporting characters were too stereotypical, which is true, since I wrote them that way on purpose. And that has been what’s been giving me so much trouble with the rewrite. The supporting characters are stereotypical because the story is written from the first person POV of a shallow teen who sees people that way. So my challenge is to give them depth that’s obvious to the reader even if it’s not to the narrator. I’m still struggling with the best way to do that.
Anyway, fast forward a year to my third attempt at ABNA. I’d been so busy with Saying Goodbye
, I hadn’t rewritten anything, but I decided to enter again anyway thinking different judges would mean a different outcome, and boy was I right! Since my pitch worked so well the previous year, I didn’t change a word; and to my utter shock and dismay, I didn’t make it past the pitch round this time. I was definitely taken aback by that, but it really does show how subjective this business is.
So that brings me to this year. While I’m entering the same manuscript as the previous two years, I’m going with a different pitch. During WriteOnCon
this year, I participated in their critique forums, and I got a lot of very helpful feedback on my query. I’m using the final version of that query as the basis for my pitch. I really hope to make it past the pitch stage this year to give me confidence in my query, but I’m taking a much more relaxed approach to it this time. I didn’t get all spun up about formatting or enter the second the clock ticked over to midnight like I have in previous years. And while I’m hoping for the best, in the meantime, I’ll be working on the rewrite so I can get started querying agents.
As for the rest of my #writemotivation goals, I’ve been keeping up with my 15 Minute Tweet Tales
and blog posts, so a tiny victory first pump on that front. And after four different horrible false starts trying to make a story about a squirrel work for my Highlights
fiction contest entry, I’ve now moved on to a story about an elephant, so at least there’s forward momentum there.
How are you doing with your writing goals? Have you entered or thought about entering ABNA?